I don't really have any reason to share this other than the fact I lived in this sub for such a long time before starting my van journey, thinking I was invincible from the van struggles.
我分享一下我的面包车生活。我在开始住在面包车里面之前蜗居了很长一段时间。也挣扎了的想过是否过面包车生活，最后还是开启了这种生活。
I started living in a Ford e150 a month and a half ago.
一个半月以前我开始住进我的福特E150车里面。
1993 Ford E150 Econoline High Top Conversion Van Low Miles 50K Leather ...
I was so sure I was not like the other van life quitters, and that I could last an indefinite amount of time.
我当时想我不会和其他哪些住面包车里的人一样，住一段时间就放弃。我觉得我可以永远住在面包车里面。
After all, I loved camping, so why would I not love camping every night? I also love travelling and taking long trips.
毕竟我喜欢露营，那为什么不一直露营呢？我也喜欢旅游和长途旅行。
What I suddenly realized is that even I have my limits, and that I like having a home base. I have a lease starting in August,
我忽然意识到，我浅薄了，我很快就厌倦了面包车生活，我还是想有个固定的基地。
I think I just had to try it myself in order to understand the struggles of van dwelling.
也许只有住在面包车生活的人，才能理解居住在面包车里的人的挣扎。
I've also had a few campsites that I had been looking forward to as respites from picking a spot every night fall through, and that unexpectedly added a lot to the mental load.
我也常住营地，也想每天都能找到一个好的露营基地，这无形中增加了我的精神负担。
Anyone start out super cocky and stubborn, only to realize after two months it's more of a weekend thing for them?
有人一开始超级想面包车旅居，和我一样想一直这个状态，过2个月后就会意识到，这个外出露营什么的，只是周末该干的事情。
Also, I work full time as a remote employee. Having to get a stable Internet connection for 8 hours a day, every day, is so much more of a pain than I expected.
还有一点要说的是，我的工作是8小时的远程工作。这个8小时的稳定的网络连接，对我来说也是个挑战，很差的网络也让我难受。
I also realized being alone in the woods hits WAY differently than being alone in a city- I lived in a studio and would go days without talking to someone, but it feels so different than being in the woods with no one around for who knows how far
我还意识到，独自一个人在树林里的感觉和独自一人在城市里的感觉不相同。。我住在工作室里面，几天都不和别人说话，但是这感觉与在树林里没有人在身边的感觉截然不同，区别很大。